Template:Ileana's Letters/Rasskazov

Dear Rasskazov,

Thank you for holding EESM together as best you could for as long as you did.

It was a precarious little world, and the way you were able to hold it was amazing. You gave us the chance to be as insane as we wished, gave us as much freedom as a person can ask for, and still managed to hold the school together. I want to fully thank you for that.

But I also don't blame you for leaving. We were cruel, stupid, brats, and purposely tried to destroy the best thing that had ever happened to us. You gave us so much, and we spit in your face. We destroyed everything we had ever been given.

I apologize for everything I did that caused it, and everything I didn't do to stop it. I never quite agreed with Emelia, and I didn't actively participle, but I know that's no excuse. I stood by her while she did; I am guilty. And I know being sorry doesn't absolve that, but I am sorry nonetheless. I'm sorry for everything I did that contributed to the fall, for every time we were rude and disdainful to you before that, and for never recognizing how hard you were working for all of us.

Thank you for the EESM years of frenzied joy you gave us many years, and for the countless years you gave to others before us. I'm eternally grateful. If you survived, I wish you all the best, wherever you are. I hope you're not dying of AIDS.

-Ileana Radu